贰拾陆、无尾
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记得他曾经这麽跟我说过,而那时的我却也因此泣不成声。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>OLxPqBub3F9v47UtGjEDRWhTKfQdNs2YXmV5wSA8</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>OLxPqBub3F9v47UtGjEDRWhTKfQdNs2YXmV5wSA8</blockquote></a>
我因为他的命运感到痛心,我因为他的别无选择感到难过,我更是为了我们之间不确定的未来感到不安。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>B6Jil7Ya9xM5HWUGNqc8PgCkdzoTr3LVSQv1feID</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>B6Jil7Ya9xM5HWUGNqc8PgCkdzoTr3LVSQv1feID</blockquote></a>
从一开始,我就不认为那是他为了捉弄我所编造出的玩笑话,亦不是充满迷信sE彩幻想出的断定,从一开始,他说的一切我都认为是真实的,又或者,无论他所说的是否为谎言我都会相信,因为天晓得我有多麽Ai他,他是我於人生绝望低谷时出现的明灯,幻想童话中才会闯入生命中的骑士。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>SaqNU6zIF3OZ8Jhtv1yg5jKduceMYVX4G9HQA0ro</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>SaqNU6zIF3OZ8Jhtv1yg5jKduceMYVX4G9HQA0ro</blockquote></a>
所以我没有任何怀疑,如同飞蛾扑火般的成为他的信徒,我才会因他说的那段话而哭泣。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>vhEdZYjFKV0TCpAByq32iQcRLPgzt5G1Xak7DUbn</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>vhEdZYjFKV0TCpAByq32iQcRLPgzt5G1Xak7DUbn</blockquote></a>
我的哭泣,也让他只能无能为力的逞强微笑,即使最後仍以迷信之说带过这个话题。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>oDLIfeXxnq9NVCBKSczUkHGJA7vgZbmYTPRth563</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>oDLIfeXxnq9NVCBKSczUkHGJA7vgZbmYTPRth563</blockquote></a>
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「或许是迷信也是巧合,从过去到现在,只要突然在我脑海中轮廓、长相清晰起来的人,最後都会离我而去。」<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>Nhuf29wVcMzJgDlb6tdrnXaAH1jmKW37qBsSieQP</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>Nhuf29wVcMzJgDlb6tdrnXaAH1jmKW37qBsSieQP</blockquote></a>
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我与他之间的相处一直都富有浓烈的浪漫sE彩,从最开始无意的眼神交换、逐渐熟悉,到最终成为情人後的每日每夜。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>uxNLQarPMSUtsnRf2lBk65ZXbgz8TDjJH1eOmYwh</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>uxNLQarPMSUtsnRf2lBk65ZXbgz8TDjJH1eOmYwh</blockquote></a>
即使他人总认为我们是命中注定天造地设的一对,但一开始我总会理X的认为,任何的缘分与契合,都是概率使然下的必然。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>xLymKdbJeAhzqS5vPTrE9IRi7Uj1fnasglpw8</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>xLymKdbJeAhzqS5vPTrE9IRi7Uj1fnasglpw8</blockquote></a>
我也时常会思考这位於我对人生感到绝望之际闯入生命的男人,是否因为我对其扮演的角sE产生错位认知,进而令自己误认了因为依赖所产生的情愫。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>yFWDLZKpRuilvxC1IVrsA7BaMt2hGYJ9Eq3od6nH</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>yFWDLZKpRuilvxC1IVrsA7BaMt2hGYJ9Eq3od6nH</blockquote></a>
只是,依赖成就了习惯,习惯走向理所当然,理所当然基於重视对方的情感一切变成自然而然,自然而然认定了对方在生命中的定位,又因为自身的孤独,所以认为那就是Ai情?<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>IBUzZoaqtTWNe7lvP6jdA5QFb91YrnMpCEcgR0VO</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>IBUzZoaqtTWNe7lvP6jdA5QFb91YrnMpCEcgR0VO</blockquote></a>
有时我会恢复理X如此思考,但其实我也可以不用做过多的思考,因为我的感X时常告诉自己,随着感觉走,一切才会变得轻松。於人生中过於感X会苦不堪言,於Ai情中过於理X最终可能会令双方的感觉逐渐索然无味,所以我因为他那句根本无法被证实的言论感到悲伤。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>Uj0eT1Yta7foqgcEyvW6FGbJ2pudQxNCkPiIrZ3M</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>Uj0eT1Yta7foqgcEyvW6FGbJ2pudQxNCkPiIrZ3M</blockquote></a>
因为我无法想像哪一天自己的轮廓会在他脑海中突然清晰起来,到时候彼此又该怎麽办?<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>k9vtpn7M6g1VajiJS5mdYTfcCWUI3NBDxh8HoLQ0</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>k9vtpn7M6g1VajiJS5mdYTfcCWUI3NBDxh8HoLQ0</blockquote></a>
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「我不知道,也希望不要有那天。」<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>VpDciqIwFCX0K8yfkSlsOBZWv72TmoR3b649GrQx</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>VpDciqIwFCX0K8yfkSlsOBZWv72TmoR3b649GrQx</blockquote></a>
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或许所有人都会觉得我既傻又愚蠢,但不知为何,我的泪无法停下。可能是天X对富有故事、形影孤单的男人感到着迷,亦或是我必须自我催眠去迎合对方,才能换来我对得来不易的这段感情的安全感,但其实说穿了,连我也不知道为什麽自己会变成这样。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>BkSaKLic9UEMuvXxWJgqym72ePI3l6Zp1fHNnRCO</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>BkSaKLic9UEMuvXxWJgqym72ePI3l6Zp1fHNnRCO</blockquote></a>
我们的相处没什麽问题,对方在突然语气沉重的说出这些话後,我们的感情仍逐渐加温。天真的承诺、未来的规划都有两人的存在,只是任何人的影像,在他的脑海中永远都是模糊一片的记忆。<blockquotecite=''''<a href="https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>N4HMEm1UbIgDTFZwL9nQ7svt3WBljCqxaGfK5Riu</blockquote>" target="_blank">https:///index''''css=''''cht''''style=''''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''''>N4HMEm1UbIgDTFZwL9nQ7svt3WBljCqxaGfK5Riu</blockquote></a>