贰拾壹、虚设X范畴的杀人(上)

贰拾壹、虚设X范畴的杀人上&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;nce6qCkXVgIUR4EbWKyPH9asf1Dopx72&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;nce6qCkXVgIUR4EbWKyPH9asf1Dopx72&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;VWA7IumFzOc24xrQidl1jgZY8bakKHwhMsB&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;VWA7IumFzOc24xrQidl1jgZY8bakKHwhMsB&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我记得她是这麽说的。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;yO4rmKBVvGNskEaj5hi8AtTwYLuzHg7RpDlS9f&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;yO4rmKBVvGNskEaj5hi8AtTwYLuzHg7RpDlS9f&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;BrxtOXqwKbdAU14hIzpLnDPaWYi3Z98QMCvfSVsG&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;BrxtOXqwKbdAU14hIzpLnDPaWYi3Z98QMCvfSVsG&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「若不是为了我跟他的孩子，我不会隐忍这麽久，然而，他似乎豪不在乎自己的暴力，是否会让我流产。」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;qzDU1sXpJcTA3PjvQ24eE5h87BuOa9mxLSyd6Ynl&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;qzDU1sXpJcTA3PjvQ24eE5h87BuOa9mxLSyd6Ynl&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

一天前，她来到我的诊间，带着身上四处可见的瘀青、肿块，诉说自身所遭遇的家暴。指出时常无法控制自己情绪的丈夫，总会拿她当出气筒，特别是在受到公司上级责难後，回到家对她更是会以暴力Hui言相向，情况越来越恶化。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;bRtaLl0HsEfSekU8gvqyTzm5r6pZciYx9jDdVFG7&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;bRtaLl0HsEfSekU8gvqyTzm5r6pZciYx9jDdVFG7&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

不过，她总会原谅如此对待自己的丈夫，若不是此刻她的丈夫因跌落楼梯的意外住进我所任职的医院，想必她也不会来找我做JiNg神谘询吧？&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;BdW3fecJgRqPaKj10AD6oh2mzIQTUlpr7NbS5Ot4&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;BdW3fecJgRqPaKj10AD6oh2mzIQTUlpr7NbS5Ot4&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

当然，在我看来，这名妇人b起想找个人述说身负的苦难，其实更想找寻一块JiNg神上的浮木，即使她总能以各种理由原谅枕边人，然而，当丈夫倒下时，恐慌与不安就会很快拆穿其自欺欺人的面具，使她的JiNg神世界开始崩溃。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Zc3gIeRhGUwtlzQbjSDVi6Cr9vKxWfm5LqukPJ4B&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Zc3gIeRhGUwtlzQbjSDVi6Cr9vKxWfm5LqukPJ4B&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

所以，这种看似非求助X的情绪抒发，其实是更加危险的JiNg神病症，她的行为正在表现出旁徨无力，而且还会继续人格分裂般的自我安慰。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;MgGYxFywdPQeznlrK4Lk7acZHVIvhAuObjTX5&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;MgGYxFywdPQeznlrK4Lk7acZHVIvhAuObjTX5&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「对不起，医生……听我说了那麽多，现在我好多了，即使心中仍存在着不安，但我相信之後都会好起来的。」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;0sM4bFA7HPDr2gzZRKUilJStGYWj3Vd6aLQnuxmp&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;0sM4bFA7HPDr2gzZRKUilJStGYWj3Vd6aLQnuxmp&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

非正向X的乐观十分致命，而且有可能是人格解离前的徵兆，若非真的需要有人可以帮助自己，通常患者是不会主动走入我的诊间的。看似有所结论的自我安慰，往往是病情即将恶化的开始，不过，在此之前，我还是认为得先解决在她身上的隐忧。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;oLCVfe2XFmqpGiQ7ZxYWvTuPyNa38SJ6jIDhE0Od&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;oLCVfe2XFmqpGiQ7ZxYWvTuPyNa38SJ6jIDhE0Od&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「太太，对家暴的隐忍，就是对施暴者的纵容。今天你来找我说这些，就是你内心其实也渴望解脱的证明，短暂的心情发泄只是暂时的特效药，若你不愿让我协助你真正面对现实，那不安与恐惧迟早会再出现，所以，我认为应该先通报──」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;c5kLxz1i6pYUgbaSuOM0h3QrdZneKNJ7WRTyl8w4&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;c5kLxz1i6pYUgbaSuOM0h3QrdZneKNJ7WRTyl8w4&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 「不会的！丈夫虽然有时会失控，我也对他的暴行感到害怕，害怕肚子的小孩会流掉，但有时候只要我提到孩子，他就会停手了！」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;hHsTBRZg0ICtAS39Kjw1m2inau7FVDdq4lvpWofM&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;hHsTBRZg0ICtAS39Kjw1m2inau7FVDdq4lvpWofM&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

看得出她从话中察觉到我的用意，很快慌乱的打断我的话，可是听到对方提到丈夫会停下暴行的机率与原因，我还真哭笑不得。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;p0cEL6x5mOXNf3HD1rnAkbBjugThywePqiMlQd7I&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;p0cEL6x5mOXNf3HD1rnAkbBjugThywePqiMlQd7I&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

所以，我决定还是得替这名妇人通报社会局，虽然她不想把事情闹大，然而，往往就是这样事情才会越闹越大，等到那时候就来不及了。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;A3YLfQKtzPxJmUuCXM90y21OHjh4GWpSdeDgnBrN&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;A3YLfQKtzPxJmUuCXM90y21OHjh4GWpSdeDgnBrN&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

当然，身为JiNg神科医生的我知道，这属於将自我认知与感受强行附加到对方身上的行为，所以我得承认自己在刚才又听闻她的话後，略感犹豫。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;HSpJD2cMbLKd7Veg8f9GnUYqw6jWF5OrNE4uACso&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;HSpJD2cMbLKd7Veg8f9GnUYqw6jWF5OrNE4uACso&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

只是，身为医生也应该背负相当程度的社会责任吧？这名妇人今天来找我的用意，难道不就是想寻求改变的契机吗？&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;rhTvLHo0liAmpg1P4M9uOzk28BSJRDINqX5yes&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;rhTvLHo0liAmpg1P4M9uOzk28BSJRDINqX5yes&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「没事的，医生，我……相信之後我们会更好的，在孩子出世之後，或许我的丈夫就会改变了吧？如果那时候还是不行，我会再请医生协助的。」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;GxMwFr7Ai1C5cH2VzqdThJuXU9DZomWS3gtp4ONI&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;GxMwFr7Ai1C5cH2VzqdThJuXU9DZomWS3gtp4ONI&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「这……」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;bGwM9irF7yRqca6jlN1SdU4E2YmToueDQHnZ5P3O&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;bGwM9irF7yRqca6jlN1SdU4E2YmToueDQHnZ5P3O&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我有种今天完全没有帮上对方忙的愧疚感，只是对方都这麽说了，似乎也只能暂时尊重这个决定。倘若我通报了社会局人员，造成施暴程度的加剧，这样的後果是否是我跟她能够承担的？&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;GFhTgJKlmM5Ye9SZspd473E1ziHCuQjRbkUP&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;GFhTgJKlmM5Ye9SZspd473E1ziHCuQjRbkUP&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

可是，如果不通报的话……&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Qkv3gJzS1HLO5N6KodbwpWxRnchYTXeME7u0qfBA&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Qkv3gJzS1HLO5N6KodbwpWxRnchYTXeME7u0qfBA&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

此时我发现自己身为专业人员，仍然无法屏除的犹豫不决。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;l4QFWTCa58VRmicSOP1HGnedMsbuAUjYqX9fvI6y&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;l4QFWTCa58VRmicSOP1HGnedMsbuAUjYqX9fvI6y&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

不过，这件事情在一天後出现了转折，她再次走入我的诊间。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Ynrx7y4pst3lNHLw09UVXWfk2OCeSaZovD5hdFgT&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Ynrx7y4pst3lNHLw09UVXWfk2OCeSaZovD5hdFgT&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;SY5yB19hnZHkfetWPLQblXjAumTxKwgpF3NOJVU8&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;SY5yB19hnZHkfetWPLQblXjAumTxKwgpF3NOJVU8&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 「我丈夫他……昨晚过世了。」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;6UmQq3ZKaGL5bANdr9wOxVy1jESBv7uYJ2feFk&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;6UmQq3ZKaGL5bANdr9wOxVy1jESBv7uYJ2feFk&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;zhNpXj0IBfEUs9HWokxYFTwbVK7rq6iAeg48l1Qa&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;zhNpXj0IBfEUs9HWokxYFTwbVK7rq6iAeg48l1Qa&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

这无非是令我感到无b震惊的事实，前一天才进入医院，因为摔下楼梯被救治的病患，没想到今天就突然去世了？&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;YUZbGXpAy8jzRuTD6Bv4E5m7aIk1LVMg2serqC&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;YUZbGXpAy8jzRuTD6Bv4E5m7aIk1LVMg2serqC&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

当下因为我没有足够的资讯厘清事情为何，所以试图从谈话中找出一些脉络。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;lOqYQm7aScFyZsW05Hgx9eoEtMIkPRzUCJAhKB8f&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;lOqYQm7aScFyZsW05Hgx9eoEtMIkPRzUCJAhKB8f&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「太太，是因为伤势过重吗？」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;pklRCrUITmFygnGB0JV6sqb4w92XWohtv8Es8m7ed&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;pklRCrUITmFygnGB0JV6sqb4w92XWohtv8Es8m7ed&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

只见她摇摇头，没有多说什麽，虽然看得出她一脸哀伤，然而，此时有别於前一天的氛围，这名妇人明显卸下重担，过往对於家暴的挣扎，未来的期望与不安，似乎也因丈夫的Si而消失了。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;AwrBXoP38JHisEbxDqzCM4L0vGnNml6SRkK51dFa&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;AwrBXoP38JHisEbxDqzCM4L0vGnNml6SRkK51dFa&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我能从语气中感受到这些，毕竟人的行为举止很容易反映出当下的心理状态，只是我却无法为这名患者感到庆幸，因为这终究是最坏的结果，也有身为一名医生该有的态度。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;9IEUjwxsQSyMo83v4WHd2baGVmTl5qfX76OhN0PA&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;9IEUjwxsQSyMo83v4WHd2baGVmTl5qfX76OhN0PA&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

另外，虽然我能理解妇人的心境转变，不过，这样的转变仍存在着违和感，或许是这不是一名未亡人该有的反应吧？&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;G0WeBq5dnE9fUrw2K4yphzJVmb8AaNgHLjiDI6lC&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;G0WeBq5dnE9fUrw2K4yphzJVmb8AaNgHLjiDI6lC&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

对方即使流下泪水、满脸愁容，却没什麽b这样的异样感，还令人感到毛骨悚然了。没错，是毛骨悚然。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;USr4ilj3aXBALhtwnO2GbI1kyqzW5DQ0exo9PfFC&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;USr4ilj3aXBALhtwnO2GbI1kyqzW5DQ0exo9PfFC&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

好像一切都是理所当然一样，丈夫的Si就像是注定发生的奇蹟般，妇人在与我对谈离开前，说明自己是来向我道谢的，我从她的背影隐约察觉到这种感觉。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;b5H7VoXABOwyD3tLS2a6qs1IJkZfUTr4dhj9&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;b5H7VoXABOwyD3tLS2a6qs1IJkZfUTr4dhj9&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

果然，不久後警察找上了我。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;joENMw8ImHWJnl6ZPA95ze0fa1bDsB3hdRGyQ2Lv&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;joENMw8ImHWJnl6ZPA95ze0fa1bDsB3hdRGyQ2Lv&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>