参、来自黑暗(12/18修正)

参、来自黑暗&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;ec7l1Z6xsEJFyBdbLjRKGSh2XVUu3kIawr8NtMQn&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;ec7l1Z6xsEJFyBdbLjRKGSh2XVUu3kIawr8NtMQn&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

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我很确定有什麽东西在那里，在我所居住的六楼窗外黑sE夜幕中。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;B6DyTC9RLwISf4eAFXabpVNcPKmlEhoUzvnWs01G&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;B6DyTC9RLwISf4eAFXabpVNcPKmlEhoUzvnWs01G&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;gnLNHiyqVBl7k9OTvobAPM32KDFZ0Id1Swuahts8&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;gnLNHiyqVBl7k9OTvobAPM32KDFZ0Id1Swuahts8&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

一开始我怀疑是惧怕黑暗的本能引起多虑产生的错觉，跟过往不少人的经验相同，对无底深渊的漆黑感到莫名寒颤。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;A7QxlOBi3hew2I1VgoZRzENUFDXJYLSsPp5v40qC&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;A7QxlOBi3hew2I1VgoZRzENUFDXJYLSsPp5v40qC&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

无限扩大的「未知」迫使生物必须自我保护，已过年幼孩童时期已经成熟的我们并非对黑暗免疫，是因我们不再花费时间跟心神去在意这习以为常的现象。像看完恐怖片，依然可以安然入睡，不会把那些片段一直留在脑海里。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;NAQU6hdPcraMi7yLkbov9sq2gZT45DmYuGf&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;NAQU6hdPcraMi7yLkbov9sq2gZT45DmYuGf&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

但是，这当然只是单方面的忽略罢了，等到真的在意起这件本能所抗拒的事，便会如同着魔般无法自拔，然後身T跟脑袋会反璞归真般地做出反应。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;56FzAaX2Nrp0udoeWvwU8IVlGSKbZHJ1Ri7LDkBq&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;56FzAaX2Nrp0udoeWvwU8IVlGSKbZHJ1Ri7LDkBq&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;YUB2WQgc9TArkOdxKpuRH083aJPI5yFfNhnDGlbz&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;YUB2WQgc9TArkOdxKpuRH083aJPI5yFfNhnDGlbz&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

没错，因为在意，所以恐惧，无论对任何事物都是如此。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;4keH6mQWxuJiRUSwETvPMLfsyNAIdnBt90XO2cbV&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;4keH6mQWxuJiRUSwETvPMLfsyNAIdnBt90XO2cbV&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;LfVAaoDIQr2pJHUyZP0z6NFsBwMqnO91WmSjYeuk&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;LfVAaoDIQr2pJHUyZP0z6NFsBwMqnO91WmSjYeuk&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

所以我已经记不清大概是从什麽时候开始，每到深夜时分我会如此在意窗外的情况。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;7KRsUj183uQGpynteB5P2lV0Yqdg6XN9aFhZ&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;7KRsUj183uQGpynteB5P2lV0Yqdg6XN9aFhZ&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 可能是我总觉得那片黑暗中，始终有一道令人无法逃脱的视线正监视着自己，从以前到现在它一直都在，而且我也非第一次察觉它的存在。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;84LWMOYxA5geinqw76XHKjuFGIhakdcyf9rbzplt&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;84LWMOYxA5geinqw76XHKjuFGIhakdcyf9rbzplt&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

是的，从我住进这间租房的半年前开始，自己就隐约感受到那GU自窗外穿透进来的诡异气息，不过我时常说服为神经过敏所致，这也让我没有在这种感觉上放太多时间找寻答案跟其他可能X。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;0xFf4WgupdMST5ryznlw6XGV98cKQR2EsONIJqUa&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;0xFf4WgupdMST5ryznlw6XGV98cKQR2EsONIJqUa&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;zUv9T5yenPMRZu1XGxcFODfV8KtN0Q2i6Jhl4A73&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;zUv9T5yenPMRZu1XGxcFODfV8KtN0Q2i6Jhl4A73&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

另外，其中一点是我知道自己所住的楼层是在什麽位置。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;1Ldh7UrIVxwCcjsygRWJDMknmOaZAzl59fPbTGES&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;1Ldh7UrIVxwCcjsygRWJDMknmOaZAzl59fPbTGES&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;R2Yo671Kt4GQiwSkUuqJf3nHNMICZjThe8xysDLO&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;R2Yo671Kt4GQiwSkUuqJf3nHNMICZjThe8xysDLO&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

这里可是「第六层」。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;95SKr4P2BHVRFvEId3oUTGsnqgk0yzwhu7&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;95SKr4P2BHVRFvEId3oUTGsnqgk0yzwhu7&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

这座市区附近最高的公寓建筑并非此座，但我居住的这栋楼方圆数百尺内是没有其他高楼杵立在窗外的。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;z47GN6AkHUaymtQcuYFrMhOxVwl8R3feob1&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;z47GN6AkHUaymtQcuYFrMhOxVwl8R3feob1&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

而且，那道视线并非有人在远处或更高的位置遥望这种无关痛痒的举止，而是对方一到夜晚就会趴伏在窗外，Si命直盯你的一举一动，这种强烈使人不自在的恶意。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;3ODsjdY0ovCGlKLhPXfrJ6SyuMxTWqUe47amgZcF&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;3ODsjdY0ovCGlKLhPXfrJ6SyuMxTWqUe47amgZcF&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我相信一般人即使听到我说这麽多，还是会觉得那不过就是神经过敏，现在会如此在意，也不过是当下受到外在因素驱使，b如看过类似的恐怖片或遇到相似情景，才会产生这种感觉联想。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Aua7dVpvHYDTS8xeLok9INGJbslmF16qyOXjcMrt&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Aua7dVpvHYDTS8xeLok9INGJbslmF16qyOXjcMrt&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

这些我当然都不否认，可是，这种现象断断续续持续了半年以上，即使是自己的病徵，我也不能置之不理了。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;ouWQYbqfnXBkgSA6dxls32ePMFTrJKpZjHVNtyiO&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;ouWQYbqfnXBkgSA6dxls32ePMFTrJKpZjHVNtyiO&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;gLhpQwboj2IvCXE8SPNGfruARsx1ictM3KayDdUk&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;gLhpQwboj2IvCXE8SPNGfruARsx1ictM3KayDdUk&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 所以，拉上窗帘是我能做到，也是最简单能阻挡「视线」的做法，即使我仍无法抵消除那种「感觉」。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;z7S19TCRqHXgM8cKGUrImQdbnOAlhNPWfE5oiuZt&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;z7S19TCRqHXgM8cKGUrImQdbnOAlhNPWfE5oiuZt&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;tlzj2SQV5fXHr84KbpdsaP0uMTGxBUNkc9EFACmq&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;tlzj2SQV5fXHr84KbpdsaP0uMTGxBUNkc9EFACmq&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

每天当我下班时都已接近午夜时分，为了使房间通风，上班出门前我一定会将家中仅有的房间窗户敞开，无论是哪个季节都是如此。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;sAafKneUSm7pPqCXlikFItQ53Tb8jGyzuOcMroVR&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;sAafKneUSm7pPqCXlikFItQ53Tb8jGyzuOcMroVR&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

窗帘当然也不会任风吹杨，天晓得哪天我回家会不会因为失忆，忘记这景象是自己营造出来的而被吓出心脏病来。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;fHplPrDzt8qOTuxAkCdaVih20FWSRbjXc7EZQGsB&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;fHplPrDzt8qOTuxAkCdaVih20FWSRbjXc7EZQGsB&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

也就是说，每晚我回到房间，势必得先跟外头的「某个东西」有第一类接触後才会拉上窗帘，当然，如果只是单纯的瞬间感受，我就不会说出这段经历。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Rir41dx36aF7mAXc5QgPTsnGpowNtfYKIquVOJZE&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Rir41dx36aF7mAXc5QgPTsnGpowNtfYKIquVOJZE&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

因为随着时间推移，垄罩在我身上被监视的感觉更加强烈了，甚至常常在我专注於电视或手机时，全身涌现一GUJ皮疙瘩。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;TMZIo8KOSqtQJNdEgPmFwbBRhrU0H4G59sfcviaD&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;TMZIo8KOSqtQJNdEgPmFwbBRhrU0H4G59sfcviaD&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

往往这个时候我都会立刻回头望向窗帘，当然，它根本没有任何古怪之处，无论是开启窗户的夏天，还是窗户紧闭的冬天。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;zMBnvpUPVmt0De1G67YxQgwaH8I9fRZoSOJFKuil&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;zMBnvpUPVmt0De1G67YxQgwaH8I9fRZoSOJFKuil&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

所以，最後我也终於采取了属於神经质患者的一贯手法──进行实况录影。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;eUqgCcwoYpfBRKHjvGD8Ws8msr9A3ZTVL7n1EliQu&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;eUqgCcwoYpfBRKHjvGD8Ws8msr9A3ZTVL7n1EliQu&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我没有就医，因为b起上医院，我选择先相信自己眼睛所看到的画面。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;p4eHhZdgcKiX3QUGrIYAs71tlwWS8D0ROTNn96EB&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;p4eHhZdgcKiX3QUGrIYAs71tlwWS8D0ROTNn96EB&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

而最近我也已鲜少回房间睡觉，选择躺在客厅沙发过夜，可是睡眠品质依旧很差。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;cxZXYndoLfBGIkHpQge0uKV9lwtEARq18brWmU6C&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;cxZXYndoLfBGIkHpQge0uKV9lwtEARq18brWmU6C&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我时常会因为回家直接累倒睡在沙发上，在凌晨时分醒来洗完澡又继续入眠，然而，睡眠品质固然重要，但每当我走出介於房间跟客厅之间的浴室时，自己还是会不自主的望向一片漆黑的房间，那时候来自黑暗中的寒意会如同恶狼般朝我袭来。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;mYwsQEr54lp912O0cSBAURJajIgv8y3TKkbtnVq7&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;mYwsQEr54lp912O0cSBAURJajIgv8y3TKkbtnVq7&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 所以我除了选择架设摄影机在里头，另外我还会关上房门，无论我觉得客厅空气多不流通。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;U9A2f07imGs8HPdFeathQ4j3vkDlL5YoqZOMg&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;U9A2f07imGs8HPdFeathQ4j3vkDlL5YoqZOMg&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

或许，如果每次自己睡醒时没发现房间门在我未留意的情况下被打开，我应该就不会有下定决心架设摄影机这个动作。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;GEafslv6zH79DqUmMRg4kN5ry1wOQoLKYAZtc&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;GEafslv6zH79DqUmMRg4kN5ry1wOQoLKYAZtc&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;r1lLUewW3DaCEgQoHBht8Z2jvK5RfpOVNmTs4SbM&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;r1lLUewW3DaCEgQoHBht8Z2jvK5RfpOVNmTs4SbM&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

这项「反监视」行动持续了约一周，发生在周遭的奇怪现象除了不时袭来的寒冷、视线，还有自动打开的房门，似乎没有其他异常发生。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Jt5sgMz0q8QTeEGjuKlm96AHnaFh324IpiyYNvxP&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;Jt5sgMz0q8QTeEGjuKlm96AHnaFh324IpiyYNvxP&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

摄影机中的画面依旧正常，只录下房间内的一片漆黑。毕竟里面没人，我不可能一直打开电灯增加自己的电费。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;nD7xLtVXkIUrwyZz53bON9dmKvfEagSTBhRMA0JP&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;nD7xLtVXkIUrwyZz53bON9dmKvfEagSTBhRMA0JP&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>